I can’t even bring myself to watch the news. What happened today at Sandy Hook elementary school is simply too shocking and devastating to put into words. I feel a strong need to do something proactive and, as my little L is tucked safely and snuggly in bed and I can’t smother him with kisses for fear of waking him, my thoughts wander to whether some fund or program will be set up that I can, at the very least, make a financial contribution to. I can light candles, pray for peace, feel for the victims and their families… somehow it doesn’t seem enough. I can’t fathom how something as hideous as this can happen. What I do know is that I am grateful from the bottom of my heart for my little soundly sleeping boy and the baby in my belly who is kicking me as I sit here typing this.